For the longest time I suffered greatly because I had hurt my children in different ways.Long ago I made a vow to NOT move forward without them . I think in my mindthat this was the ONLY place that we were all together .I divided my children at a very young age in hopes of saving both of them.
I had NO clue that I was punishing myself for hurting them and all that I had to do was move forward by forgiving myself…
The lesson here is…sometimes we are waiting for others to release us of our pain when the REAL one who needs to RELEASE us is us...We did the best that we could with the choices that we had.
Forgiving others was much easier for me ,than to forgive myself. I ALWAYS expected to do better . If you can relate to my story Forgive yourself for it is in Gods plan and he will work all things out to be good for you if you just trust him…