For years I felt trapped in my situations and couldn’t understand why. Then I learned about Inner vows. An inner vow is where we make a vow to do something or not to do something. When I was younger I made a lot of vows . I used a lot of words not realizing that my words had power . I had no clue that a vow was a covenant, an agreement to either do or not to do something. The only vow that I was aware of was the marriage vow and honestly I just said those words because…
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When I was younger running bars , drinking, drugs and alcohol I was trying to drown out pain not realizing that I had unforgiveness in my heart. I was being tormented by evil spirits over and over again I rehearsed who had left me , who cheated on me, who robbed me, who raped me, who molested me , who rejected me , who used me, who lied to me, I could go on and on but I wont. I did not know how to discern the spirits back then so in my mind I had to be doing something…
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When I was a little girl ,I was always dreaming about what love looked like . To me, it meant not letting people down, always being available for them if they needed me, it meant always watching over them in order to protect them. It meant NEVER telling them NO. I forced myself to hug people that I didn’t want to hug because when I was a child I was taught that it was rude to not hug them back and that it would hurt their feelings. I began to feel bad because I thought that I was being MEAN…
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Here is another one of my reapings…. For years I was angry at people because they would hit a dog or cat in the road with their car and just leave it to die .I saw that as cruel and uncaring and I often cried for those animals that were left to die alone. Then about a year ago I was driving in the middle of the night and something that looked like a big raccoon ran out in front of me and I hit it, the same night I hit a turtle and I couldn’t avoid either one them…
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James 4:6 But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
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Welcome to my sunshine-filled corner! Within my blog, you’ll discover a collection of personal stories. These stories are crafted to teach you what it takes to find the WAY of the cross. This is my way of laying my life down for others in order to Glorify the father and Jesus our Savior. My stories ARE meant to TRIGGER you in areas that you may have been wounded. My intent is NOT to hurt you . My INTENT is to locate the splinter in order to remove it from your flesh so that the wound will FINALLY heal. It’s like…
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Here is another reaping of those that I judged when I was younger….When I was younger it used to frustrate me when I would tell a man something and they would tell me ” Oh..you really dont mean that”, but I did mean it. I couldn’t understand why they didn’t believe what I was telling them OR trust that I meant what I was saying. I was angry because I felt like they weren’t listening to me. It felt like they were telling me that I was wrong in the way that I felt about something OR even implying that…
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When I was younger I was hot headed . I kept a lot to myself internally but there were certain people that just got underneath my skin. .Lets just talk about the pushy ones for now. I couldn’t stand to be pushed around or to watch someone else get pushed around that I cared about. For me, it literally would provoke a murderous spirit in me. I wanted to STOP that person from harming the people that I cared about ,even if it took me hurting that person to make it STOP. The problem was I couldn’t see why I…
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We are building our house one word at a time.Be careful what you are speaking over your situation, family and other people’s lives. It will produce a harvest either for good or bad. Proverbs 18:21 21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof. James 3:6,8-10 6 And the tongue is a fire, a world of iniquity: so is the tongue among our members, that it defileth the whole body, and setteth on fire the course of nature; and it is set on fire of hell. 8 But the tongue can…
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As a believer in Christ it doesn’t make us better than others . We are in the same school , dealing with the same problems , solving the same equation ,same starting point and same race. We experience the same emotions of guilt, regret,confusion , fear, we get tripped up and we all experience feelings of shame. The only difference between the World and a Christian SHOULD be is in solving the problem.